My summer is going good. I know it's the seond day of summer but hey Yesterday was really good. Well for the most part. If one you is actually on Blogger, I hope I see you at Betterfest. I will most likely be going on Friday and Sunday. I have a lot of stuff planned for Saturday so I won't be going then. That's all I'm going to say. Have a Great Summer.

Today is going by ok-ish. I have finals at 1:35 till about three something. But I get to see some old friends of mine, so that's good.

Tomorrow is the last day of the school year.
I don't know if I'm looking forward to summer or not. I was but now I'm not so sure.

I'm sick of feeling all mad and angry all the time. The worst part is I don’t know what is causing it. And I’m sick of fighting with people who are my friends. I’m sick of it. I’m tired of looking mad or feel upset over small things.

How is your day going so far?
That’s all I have to say for right now anyway.

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Friday

It's Friday.
School is going to be out soon. I can't wait, but at the same time I can. Have a fun weekend.
I don't have much plans for this weekend. I 'm going to get some work done.
Wow. This school year has gone by fast.
My school year has been good, for the most part anyway. One thing I didn't like was fighting with friends. But besides that it has been really good.

How has the school year been for you?
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today

Wednesday was weird and I was just completely out of it. I don't know why. After lunch I got a big headache and I couldn't think. I hate that feeling.
Today I am a little better, I think. I’m still sorta out of it. I am so tired I went to bed at nine some thing and then woke up at three forty-five. I now I’m extremely tired. I can’t even think or focus.
I have no idea what I'm doing this weekend. I think I'm just going to work on some stuff. And go to La Crosse.
The poem I posted was about yesterday.
Wow. 1oo posts. I find that amzing I really thing it would have taken me shorter time but oh well. One hundred posts.
I got to go I am going to try to work on something. Please leave a comment.

One of those days

One of those days
I don’t know
What to do
What to say

It has been one
Of those days
I don’t what’s
Going on

I have nothing
In my mind

It has been
One of those
Days

Where I'm like
A blonde

I don’t know
Why but it
Just one of those
Days

Where I act so
Crazy it’s like
I don’t have a
Brain

Everyone has one
Everyone knows
How it feels

It’s just been
One of those days

I hope y'all like it.
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My weekend

I had a wonderful weekend.


Friday I went to the gradation and they to the party, which was fun. I played two games, one with Jessi, and Amanda and t hen one with Alison, Jessi, and Chloe. I talked with Tamara for a little bit. At about ten o'clock, we left.
I stayed up till about 12:30 and then woke up at 8:30.
Saturday I woke up and did some cleaning, then Saturday night I played Life, and made S'mores. Went to bed at one the morning.
Sunday woke up at seven something and then got ready to go, left and then came back around twelve, had some lunch then left again. Came back 45minutes later then at two I took Danyelle for bike ride then we went to school that we live by. Played for I think a half an hour. Went home, then my dad comes, we went to Wal Mart got stuff for dinner. We went back to my mom's, started the grill, then at seven we started the movie and at dinner. We watched "Night at the Museum." Later we had some ice cream. Then around 1:30 I went to bed and on Monday woke up at 7:45.

So Now I'm tried but hyper sorta. My weekend was really really good.

How was yours?
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O.k. I know this whole depress and mad thing is old, and I'm trying to work on it. Monday I'll post something happy and up beat.

I hope all of you have a fun weekend. And some Summer.

We were never
Real friends

You never knew
The real me

We fight all
The time

We were friends
But you never
Did anything for

You have no
Real friends

And you try
Not to be

You don’t know
How to treat
A real friend


They lend you
Stuff but
You don’t give
It back

You’re not there
We they need you

But they have to
Be there for you
All time

You over react
All the time

When it’s nothing
You turn it into

Something

You are your own enemy.


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leave a broken friendship

Why are we friends
All we do is fight
No real conversations

This isn’t a real friendship
There’s nothing more

All you did
Was lie to me

You get mad over
Every little thing

I was invisible to you
When some one else was in
The room

I was there when
No one else was

But you weren’t
There for me

I’m sick of this
Game

You are either in
Or out, there’s
No in between

Just pick one now
It’s a simple choice
Just like
Now or never

We can’t pretend
Anymore
It hurts too much

We were never
True friends
And now it ends

Goodbye

Goodbye for now

I many reasons for writing this. This represents many things and it's about many friendships that I know of from the past or present. I think a lot of people have friendships like this one and it's not just about a specific friendship. Please tell me what you think.

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Friends, Life, and Venting.

Have you ever been a friend to some that didn't want to be friends with you?
I don't know why I'm posting about this. It's something that was in my mind right now.
You think you are friends with someone but whenever you are around they treat you like dirt, and tale advantage of you like you offer a little and than they just walk all over you. And they always expect you to give them stuff and then when you don't they get really mad at you for no reason.
It's like you don't even exist when someone else is around. Like your are a doormat or something.
You get into a fight like every other day and one wants out but the other one wants back. It's a love hate friendship. It’s hypocrisy. And I really don't like that type of friendship; because it's a no win type of thing. Or friendship that the only reason you were friends with them is because you feel pity for them. It's just plain stupid.
And right now I'm just going to stop because I really don't want to list some other reason I don't like some friendships or don't get it. Because there's a difference form being friendly (or nice) and being a friend.
I'm sorry if I offended anyone.

Please comment, please tell what you think of this post.

My Weekend

Hey everybody, how was your weekend?

Mine was good.
On Friday I went to Kohl’s and got a new t-shirt. Jessi got a shirt and a tank top. Mack got a new shirt and a pair of shorts and then my dad got a new shirt.
Then on Saturday I was in Janesville most of the day. Saturday was a really good day.
Sunday was ok. I woke up around one in the afternoon. Went to Danyelle's dance thing in Tomah. Then went home watched some TV, did some dishes, and went to bed around eleven forty something.
So over all my weekend was good, oh also got some work done. So yeah it was good.

Six Flags three days away.

I can’t wait till Wednesday night; I’m staying at Tamra’s.

How was your Weekend?
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My Weekend

My weekend was good.
Friday, we went to Oshkosh, for Science Olympiad. But on the way there I got sick, we to the hotel and went to dinner. Then back to the hotel then to the University, but I didn't go. I got sick. After everybody got back, and I was feeling better, I went swimming. Then we went to bed. On Saturday, we woke up around six and then left around seven. We got to the thing and in the parking lot, I dropped the tower and it broke in half, but Mr. Toetz was there and helped me put it back together. And then I went walking for about two hours before my first event started. I got to try this coffee thing I forgot the name of it but it was really good. And Alison got me a chipmunk thing. It's soooo cute. I did a lot of walking, so it was good.
On Sunday, I didn’t do much. I woke up around twelve thirty. For most of the day I was laying around the house doing nothing. I finally got put to work, for about two hours. And then I played a game with Danyelle. After the game Danyelle went to bed, which was around eight. I think.

That was my weekend, how was yours.

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Alison helped me

Hypocrisy

Hypocrisy rules the world
Say one thing do another.

Friends become enemies.
Enemies became Friends.
They lie and deceive each other

Nothing is real
Everything is a lie

Say one thing but you
Mean another

Trick the ones you love
Leave them in a hole
Marked life

You’re caving in
The impacts of people
But no one lives

You dream
A person makes you a promise
But they don’t keep it

You don’t know
What you want but
You’re searching for something
And no one helps you


All you find is the
Hypocrisy of the World

I can't take all the credit for this one, Alison and I wrote it together.
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Drama Queen

Crave popularity
Crave attention

Be a Drama Queen with
No real friends

Too many problems
Too many heartbreaks
Too many tears

Fake a smile
Fake a friendship

Break a promise
Break a dream

Make amends
And fight again

Nothing is real
Everything is
Thing is pretend

But you
Don’t care

Everyone hates you but
You don’t seem to care.

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Summer time

The grass is green.
The leaves are coming back.

The songs of the birds
Fill the air

Soft breeze by
The lake
Under the trees

Sunny skies
People sunburned
Or tan

Kids outside
Screaming and
Swimming

Nice day for a walk or
Bike ride.

Warm air cold breeze
Longer days
Shorter time

No ways round it
The time goes by fast
When you’re having fun

Enjoying what
You do
Who you’re with

Summer goes by fast
But the time we have
Goes by faster

What do you think?
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invisible

Here's a new poem.

You see the people but
They aren’t really there

You see someone standing
There but you don’t really care

You hear voices talking but
No one is there

There are people in the
Hallway you know
Their names but you don’t
Really know who they are

Everyone is invisible
To someone

But am I invisible
To you


You look through a
Window of a car
But you don’t really

See anything

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What do you think

Stormy nights
Rain falls
The drops hit the roof

We lit a fire
To keep warm

I can’t hear any thunder
I can’t see any lighting
But the power out

Candles all around
Lights the way

The storm settle downs
The sun comes up

I go outside the
Smell is still there

The smell that
Was there last
Is still there

The smell of
Stormy, rainy nights

I post this poem on Poetic Tendencies, a blog Nathan started.
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Mystery Man

O.k. this is a little but what do think.

Mystery Man

There’s no one like you
I can’t seem to find anyone
That is more of a mystery to me

Everyday I learn more about you
Everyday is something new

When I look at you
You begin to smile

You light the dark
Skies in my eyes

Let me be the real me
I don’t need to hide myself
I don’t need to pretend
To be something I’m not

You know more about me
Than I know about you
You’re still a mystery to me

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the mess I made

The last thing I is this
Why are you doing this to me?

You say one thing
But you mean another

Why can’t you just
Leave

Leave my life,
Leave this room,
Leave this place

Get away from me,
Get away from this place

You say you’re sorry
But I don’t think you are


I’m going to hate myself
Later

I hate myself for this
We are yelling at each
Other

We don’t want to do this
It hurts so much

I love you so much
We never talk
I had a bad day

Excuses, Excuses
Why do I do this to you
Why do we fight every night

Why do we do this all
The time
I’m sorry for causing this mess

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Fairytale

It this for real
It’s just like a fairytale

The dream that a always had
In the back of my mind

It plays but I still
Don’t know how it ends

What about the
Once upon time
And ever after

Will it end?
Will it be trouble?

Ups and downs
Will that turn us around?

Will this dream turn
Into a nightmare

Will we let them win?
Will we listen
To what they say

It’s just like a fairytale

But will it be

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miss you

I miss you so much
I wish you were here

I woke up today
And I realize that
You weren’t here

You’re gone for good
And you’re not coming
Back

I lay awake on
My bed
Thinking of you

It feels like you’re there
I turn but you’re not there
I can’t forget you
I won’t forget you

I see you but I
Can’t feel you

Call your name
Put you don’t
Come

You’re not
Here
And you’re never
Coming back

Pain won’t go away

I wish you

Were here

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