HAPPY!!!

Hey some of you know this and others don't, but anyway I got an award for one of my poems. It's the Editor's Choice Award, and I'm so happy. But with most stuff that's good there is a catch. I'm not going to tell you guys anything eles but this, I honestly don't know what it is but I'm sure there is one. Any way the poem is Whispers in the Wind poem. I'll tell you guys more about it later.

Everything is fine
I close my eyes
And I see the things
That I love most

The ocean water and breeze
The summer day

A peaceful night
Tiger cubs sleeping
By me

Not worry about
Things that can happen

Things that might
Happen
Things that scare me

But most of all
I see someone

I can trust
Someone I feel
Safe by

Someone who
Knows the real me
Someone like you

It's been almost a week scince a posted a poem please tell what you think. Thats all I really have to say, right now anyway. Here's a question you guys. How you ever wanted to say something but at the same time you don't want to?

Today

Today well at least not right now I'm not going to a poem.

For the past I've been sick and or tired. I don't think the cold will be going away any time soon and I most likely won't be getting caught up on sleep. So if you notice me sleeping at my desk it's because of what happend last week.
I have been a little more happy then last week becasue one me and "someone" that I have been fighting for a while are now somewhat friends agian. Which is good. I heard some really good news about that I've been wait to hear since summer . Which is also good. I don't know why that's finllay some good in my life. And I still don't have a new poem for you guys.
One bad thing did happen thourgh, which is I have NO PICTURES. That's the olny thing so far.
I have been working on math and my book. But I haven't gotten very far. I finish my history power point.
I'm like so so tired. And the energy drink I've been drinking is not working. It's called MDX. It's like really really good, but it also has some wierd side effects at least for me it dose. Anyway I have nothing important or relevant to say and the stuff I have to say you really don't need to know about it. I have some stuff to some poeple because I would think they will know what I was saying but most of you would probably I no clue what I'm taking about so. That's it for now.
Bye

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I'm back!!!

I'm back and feeling better which is good. Here is a new poem.

There’s nothing to say
Just go away
You are out of my life

I hope that stays the same
I can’t do this again
I can’t pretend anymore

I thought I cared
I can’t let go

The pain won’t go away
There’s nothing to do
There’s nothing to say

The pain is here to stay
Why won’t it go away?
Are the thought here to stay?

Why do I think there’s
A chance for change

Why do I think things?
Can go back to the way there

Were.

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Cold Novermber

A cold November night
A heart was broken

A life was lost
A dream was
Shatter

The homeland
Was a deadly
Place to go

The memory
Doesn’t’ go away

The pain still
Hurts the same

She can’t go back
She can’t change
The past

Everyday satin
Tries again to
Bring her down

She heals the wounds
He leaves behind

She waits till
There’s no more pain

She knows it will take a while

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Work in progress

This weekend we got Sherry’s van cleaned, then Jessi and I got our room complete cleaned, everything put away and organized. For those of you that have seen my room in the past or know me really well you know that is very hard for Jessi and I to keep our room that clean.
I like a little mess but I've realized that it feels much better to have an actual floor. Instead of junk on the floor.
Anyway here is a poem that I came up with over the weekend, it still needs some work but it is fine for right now.

The things that make me happy

The brisk summer breeze
In the morning right after
A good and refreshing rain

When the snow falls
At night, in the dark
Staring sky

The feel of water and sand between
Your toes as it goes past

The feel of the waves
Rushing by you

Smell of fresh air
And the way the
Trees smell in the forest
Or on the country side

The smell of the
Tropical breeze or
The smell of a candle

See people you care about
Laughing and enjoying them self

The feeling of not worry
Or feeling some sort of pain

Seeing the beauty of the
Earth that man has yet to destroy

The feeling of being safe
Of feeling being loved
And having love


The power to express myself
Without being hurt

The hope of having pace
On earth someday

The of waking up refreshed
And not feeling tried
The feeling not knowing
What is going to happen
When I wake up

Those are some of the
Things that make me happy

How was your weekend? Please leave a comment.

the Rain

The soft cold
Rain falls
It hits the ground

I run outside
To see the water
To feel the water

Touch my skin
Playing in the rain
Is really fun

All the cares
All the worries
Fall with the rain

The water and the
Smell of the storm
Fill the air

The water splashes
Around on the ground

As children run and hide
From the water and
They go inside to play games

And to stay dry
I run on wet, cold
Road and embrace
The feeling of the

Cold, wet, ground

It is still a work in progess but please tell me what you think.

Today I'm reposting the poem from yesterday so here it is.

There were things
That went unsaid

There were things
That I cannot forget

There are things I can’t undo
Even if I want to

The mistake I made
I can’t go back
To who I was

The things I never
Told

The people I can’t
Forget them no matter
What they have done

I can’t believe what
I’ve done what
I said

Things that were never
Said haunts me
I want to get things out
But it’s so hard to do

No matter what I do
No matter what I say

I can’t forget about the
Pain that it left behind

I wish I could undo the mess
But I can’t I and have to live
With the mistakes I’ve made

I have learn to live

With them till now

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There were things
That went unsaid

There were things
That I cannot forget

There are things I can’t undo
Even if I want to

The mistake I made
I can’t go back
To who I was

The things I never
Told

The people I can’t
Forget them no matter
What they have done

I can’t believe what
I’ve done what
I said

Things that were never
Said haunts me
I want to get things out
But it’s so hard to do

No matter what I do
No matter what I say

I can’t forget about the
Pain that it left behind

I wish I could undo the mess
But I can’t I and have to live
With the mistakes I’ve made

I have learn to live

With them till now

O.k. I'm looking for ideas. Happy ideas, one because I'm trying to prove a point to Mr. Geiwitz that not all poems are sad, I came up with a few of them but I need some more ideas please help. Two because a block in my mind right now and I'm having a hard time thinking about how to describes the things I'm think of that makes me happy. Mean it's in mind but I can't get it out of my mind and on paper.
So once again I ask if any of you guys of any ideas like what makes you happy. If you want you can email me. My email is rdunn10, you guys should know the rest.

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Nothing is left
Nothing to do

Everything I know
is a lie

The road is long
And sometimes
It feels like there

Are no real friends
anymore

For anyone

It seems like
Everyone
Is pretending

To like people
And everyone seems
To not care anymore

Dose anyone
Care about what
Is real anymore

This is more about what I've seen rather what I feel like.

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snow

Snow freezes the pain
It is soft and it makes me
Feel good

Kids laughing
And playing
Is a wonderful
Sight to see

Every thing
Feels so peaceful
When it snows or rains

Snow is soft and smooth
Wet and cold

It relaxes me
It freezes my pain
It frees my mind

Untouched snow is the
Most beautiful
Think of the
Winter time

Snow will bring
Out the kid in
Anyone


You can have
fun in it
You can throw it
You can roll it


Snow to me is a beautiful
Sight to see

This is how snow makes me feel.
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summer's spell

Why do I feel this way
Why do I even care

Why do I think
Things can change

Why are you
Mad
When you were

The one who was pretending
Why do I think
Things will go to the way they
Were

Don’t want to go back
To the way things
Were

It was a lie
A lie that hurt

I wasn’t pretending
I thought we could
Be friends

I guess I was wrong
I guess you never cared

It was an act
You listen to
The people who
Said that you had
To pretend

To be something your
Not

It hurt me so bad

You don’t care

This poem more personal than you may think, but at the same time it can descibe any friendship not just one of mine almost everybody's friendship with poeple. Every friendship has a rough point and sometimes this is what happens.

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the way I feel

The Devil woke up today
The Devil woke up today

And I tried to
Scare him away

The devil woke up today
And gave me a slap
On the back

I didn’t do the
Right thing I
Let him in
To my head

The devil woke up to today
And I pushed him away

He came back and
I did the same

Then he took my head
And lead me his way

No more
That’s enough
I can’t take it anymore

I freed my hand
And ran away

I don’t want to be
Like that and
I hate the way is feels

I’m not the type
Of person

To do that to people
And still be good

I want to forget
The pain I felt

But I can’t

Get it out of my mind

Everything is falling apart

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What happened to friendship

I have
Never felt
So alone
Before

What happened
To us

What happened
To our friendship

The friendship
Was good until

Someone said the
Wrong thing

What someone did
What someone said

Why can’t things
Stay the same
For awhile

Everyday things
Change
Everyday choices
Are made

Good are bad
You have to
Deal with it

Some changes are good
And some are bad

And sometimes sorry
Helps and
Sometimes it doesn’t


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Dark and cold and pain

Dark and glomming
Sadden and sleepy

Mad and angry
Hurt and upset

Freed by the
Rain and the
Shadow behind me

Windy and cold

Ice and snow
The dark sky
Is what
Saddens me

Running is breathable
But the pains
Get worse as
I forget them

The snow and ice
Covers them

The cold and wind
Freezes them

And the rain
Washes them away



There is so much pain these days not just in my life but also in the world.


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A rose for you

A rose hangs
On the door
And a number
Saying how long till
He returns

She can’t wait
To hear his voice
She has been waiting
Long enough

Since he left
Five years ago
He was traveling
Across the world

She can’t wait
To move forward
To have a real
Family with him

She gets a letter
From the mystery man
Saying “ I’ve been gone to
Long I hope you haven’t
Moved on.”

A roes hangs there
On the door
Then when
She comes home

It isn’t there anymore
She looks up
As it falls to
The floor

She thinks she sees
Him by the door
But she is not sure
Anymore

Than he takes
Her by the

Hand and says

“You’re the one
Thought of
On those long winter
Nights.” As a tear drops
From her eyes

I’ve missed you for so long
This doesn’t seem real
Then she realizes it’s
As it can be
He’s here to stay forever


Please tell me what you think.

Today's poem

Today's poem is about freindship.

Friend is someone you can trust
Reasonable when it comes to most things
Individual
Entrust that person with secrets
Nobody is like them
During a hard time you can count on them
Someone you can go to
Help you when you need
Important to you
Patient




For the past couple of weeks I haven't been acting much friend to some people because there has been a lot on my mind lately and there are some other reasons but I can't really get into them right now.
I'm sorry for a lot of things, you know sometime I just want to go back in time and change some things. Not like to last year but to at the beinging of the school year to change some things. Oh,well what's do is done and it's time to go forward to what the future holds.
I just had to get this stuff out.



Have a good day and please leave a comment.

Life

One thing that helps me when I feel donw is to write so here is something to think about.

Paints a picture in your mind
Open the mind to new things
Examine your words
Make you think about how to describe people and places
Some feelings can be explain easier

Here is another poem that last weekend.


Back To Before

Glass shatters
As it hits the ground

When she read
The note
On the door

She couldn’t believe
What it said

She started to cry
As she read

It said “ Dear Mom
I had to go I’d be back
Soon and I have some good
News too,
Daddy coming home”


She opens the door
And dropped everything
She had

And started to run
She said, “I’m glad to see
You, how have you been”

Her family was back
To before
Like it was before the war




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Much Better

I'm feeling much better. On Friday I got a letter saying that one of my poems is in the semi-fanils in a contest I enter online and it will be in a book too. THat made me happy.

Here's the poem that will be in a book soon.

In the whispers
Though the wind
In the dark of night

I lay awake
Thinking about
The things you

Told me
If they were true

All the things
I’ve seen
Everything you done

Were they for me?
Or for your
Shellfish needs

Can I believe you
After what you did

Can I trust you?
The same I did

Are you same
Way you were
Before we met

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Today I'm not going to say much either, but I'm going to say this.
I'm really mad right, one of my ex-friends just stabbed me in the back real hard. Have you ever had I friend do that to you?

I know I kind took Shay's idea today about the short post but I'm just really upset right now.