Drama Queen

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Be a Drama Queen with
No real friends

Too many problems
Too many heartbreaks
Too many tears

Fake a smile
Fake a friendship

Break a promise
Break a dream

Make amends
And fight again

Nothing is real
Everything is
Thing is pretend

But you
Don’t care

Everyone hates you but
You don’t seem to care.

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Summer time

The grass is green.
The leaves are coming back.

The songs of the birds
Fill the air

Soft breeze by
The lake
Under the trees

Sunny skies
People sunburned
Or tan

Kids outside
Screaming and
Swimming

Nice day for a walk or
Bike ride.

Warm air cold breeze
Longer days
Shorter time

No ways round it
The time goes by fast
When you’re having fun

Enjoying what
You do
Who you’re with

Summer goes by fast
But the time we have
Goes by faster

What do you think?
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invisible

Here's a new poem.

You see the people but
They aren’t really there

You see someone standing
There but you don’t really care

You hear voices talking but
No one is there

There are people in the
Hallway you know
Their names but you don’t
Really know who they are

Everyone is invisible
To someone

But am I invisible
To you


You look through a
Window of a car
But you don’t really

See anything

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What do you think

Stormy nights
Rain falls
The drops hit the roof

We lit a fire
To keep warm

I can’t hear any thunder
I can’t see any lighting
But the power out

Candles all around
Lights the way

The storm settle downs
The sun comes up

I go outside the
Smell is still there

The smell that
Was there last
Is still there

The smell of
Stormy, rainy nights

I post this poem on Poetic Tendencies, a blog Nathan started.
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Mystery Man

O.k. this is a little but what do think.

Mystery Man

There’s no one like you
I can’t seem to find anyone
That is more of a mystery to me

Everyday I learn more about you
Everyday is something new

When I look at you
You begin to smile

You light the dark
Skies in my eyes

Let me be the real me
I don’t need to hide myself
I don’t need to pretend
To be something I’m not

You know more about me
Than I know about you
You’re still a mystery to me

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the mess I made

The last thing I is this
Why are you doing this to me?

You say one thing
But you mean another

Why can’t you just
Leave

Leave my life,
Leave this room,
Leave this place

Get away from me,
Get away from this place

You say you’re sorry
But I don’t think you are


I’m going to hate myself
Later

I hate myself for this
We are yelling at each
Other

We don’t want to do this
It hurts so much

I love you so much
We never talk
I had a bad day

Excuses, Excuses
Why do I do this to you
Why do we fight every night

Why do we do this all
The time
I’m sorry for causing this mess

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Fairytale

It this for real
It’s just like a fairytale

The dream that a always had
In the back of my mind

It plays but I still
Don’t know how it ends

What about the
Once upon time
And ever after

Will it end?
Will it be trouble?

Ups and downs
Will that turn us around?

Will this dream turn
Into a nightmare

Will we let them win?
Will we listen
To what they say

It’s just like a fairytale

But will it be

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miss you

I miss you so much
I wish you were here

I woke up today
And I realize that
You weren’t here

You’re gone for good
And you’re not coming
Back

I lay awake on
My bed
Thinking of you

It feels like you’re there
I turn but you’re not there
I can’t forget you
I won’t forget you

I see you but I
Can’t feel you

Call your name
Put you don’t
Come

You’re not
Here
And you’re never
Coming back

Pain won’t go away

I wish you

Were here

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No More

No More

A cry for help
Goes ignore

She hits the floor
Crying so hard
But on one hears

No one feels the pain
She feels

No one knows
What she’s going

She has on friends
No one cares
Nothing is right

She puts on
A big fake smile
And no one knows

She can’t do it
Anymore

She can’t fight
It anymore

She can’t hide
It anymore

She’s sick and tried
Of hiding the way
She feels

Tried of the lies
She tells to
Cover it up

She can’t hide it

Anymore

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write it ourselves

Here's a new poem .

I’ve read this
Book before
And I didn’t like it

Why can’t we
Re-write it
The way we want

We’ll change
The ending

We’ll change
The plot

Let’s write about
Our life

We’ll make it the
Way we want

We’ll make it real
We’ll write it together

About the past
About the future
About us

Do we have to stick
To the same old thing

Can’t we mix it up
It doesn’t have to be
A fairytale

Why can’t we just write
About real life

Can’t we write our

Own story

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A Night of Tears and Saddness

Last night my cat died. I found out right after I got home about what had happened. He died of Liver failure. He was sick a couple of weeks ago, he got better and then worse. I know things like that happened but it's still really sad. If you see me crying thatd why. That's all I have to say for now anyway.

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Two hearts Two worlds

Two different people
Two different lives
Two different worlds

Everyone is worry
But no one will say
Anything to them

They say that
They won’t make it

But they try
Anyway

They want to
Prove the people
Wrong

It’s too hard
For them

They just give up
They give in

They both hurt
So much but
It’s just hard
To go on

Should they give
It another shot
Can they forget
What happened

Can they move on
Without each other

Or is it too late to
Say what
Needs to be

Said

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my weekend

My weekend was ok.

On Friday I went to Wal mart and got a new pair of jeans and that was about it.

On Saturday I was out with some friends and got home around five something. Anyway when I got home I found out that my bedroom door was locked and no one was in there but my cat. So my anunt finaly got it open. Which was good. Later I found out that Danyelle was the one who locked it. And also on Saturday Mack and Jessi each got their own cell phones. That was also good.

On Sunday it wasn't the best I woke up and got in the shower and I was getting ready to leave. But at 8:30 I was told that I wasn't going any where atleast not in the moring. So I did some dishes so I (we meaning Famliy) could play a game and then my back started hurting real mad so stoped and went to lay down. When I got up I was in a very bad mood because of everything that had happen. So Sunday wasn't a very good day for me.

Monday was ok. Me and Jessi rearranged our room. So now we have to reorgize it.

How was your weekend?

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Here's another new one.

Fall apart
All together
I’m still a mess

Can’t get it
Straight
Can’t figure out

What’s going on?

With me
With you
With us

With the world
Am I all alone

Is there someone
Out there
That know the real me

Can I trust
Anyone out there

Will someone listen
Does anyone care

Mix emotions hit
The floor and
Open up

And come on out
Unexpected

Another girl is lost
In this world

And can’t find
A way out

And no on
Seems to care
What’s going on

Is anyone out there

Please tell what you think.

Here's a new poem I just got done writing. Please Tell me what you think.

Is it so obvious
That everyone knows
Everyone can see

But you have
No idea

Is it so obvious
How I feel about
You

Do you feel
The same way

I can’t hide it
Anymore

I can’t ignore it
Like I did before

So many mix feelings
I don’t know what to do

Or say
but this

do you feel
the same way
I do

Do you know
Know I exist
Are you just a dream

Are you for real
Do you know
The real me

Is there more
To you then

I can see

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New poem TIME

Time

A picture is taken
A new memory is made

There are things
That should never
Fade away

Good times
Happy things

And yet some
Things just
Go away

Make the best of
What you got
Spend the time with
Who you love

Take your time
And wait awhile

For the right one
For the right time

In a flash they
Could all be gone

And they slowly
Fade away

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Are They alone

Here's a new poem.

She sits alone
She sleeps alone
She eats alone

She waits for
Him to come
Back home

She lost his
Trust a long
Time ago

Is she alone?
Is she still there?

He wonders
But doesn’t
See if it’s true

But he just sits
Here alone
Thinking of her

She thinking of
Him
Can’t get it out
Of her head

She’s sick of
The lies
He sick of
The fights

They want
To be together
But they’re
Sick of the fights

They don’t want
To argue

What can they
do what can
they say
to not fight

But to stay together

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What Happened

Here's a new poem

I lay awake in my bed
Thinking of you

Thinking about
What happened
That tore us apart

What we could not say
What we couldn’t do

What we did
At that place
At that time

Why there
Why then
Why couldn’t we wait

Why can’t we say
How we feel
Why can’t we be ourselves

What happened to us

I can’t get it
Out of mind

It’s a fairytale
In my mind and
It won’t stop playing

It hurts too much

To say what’s true

Please tell me what you think.

My weekend and SNOW

My weekend was good.

On Friday me, Mack, and my Dad, went to La Crosse we went to Woodman's and to Wal Mart and for dinner we went to Fazoli's. I then on the way to my Mom's I got sick, so instead of staying night at my Dad's, I stay at my Mom's with Jessi. But anyway after
my shower I felt a little better. I think hot cocoa and smoothies don't mix.
Saturday my Dad picked me and Jessi up and we help Mack and my Dad make some scones for a going away party thing. But I didn't really feel like helping so I went with my Uncle and Jessi to the thing and me and Jessi played a card game and talked to some poeple and then they started serve the food. After dinner I played some more games. Then we went back home (to my Dad's) and got ready for bed and wacthed some TV.

Sunday we went to La crosse to go give some stuff to my sister C.J. and then my took us back to Tomah. After that I went out to eat with some friends and I got to play this one game one I forgot what it is called but it was fun. Then I got home and went to bed.

This moring was a very starnage because of the weather.

I Like it snows. I don't know why I just do. Espeacily when it snows at night. I love standing like on a porch and just standing there watching the snow fall. I don't know why I just do.

Anywahy How was your weekend.

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Nothing really

My break was ok not the best but at least I didn't have school.
I really didn't do much. I went to a movie on Monday the 25th, I saw WE ARE MARSHAL. The movie was good. I really don't have much to say but here's a poem that I posted before I think, anyway I re-edited it so here it is.

COLD NOVEMBER

A cold November night
A heart was broken

A life was lost
A dream was
Shatter

The homeland
Was a deadly
Place to go

The memory
Doesn’t’ go away

The pain still
Hurts the same

She can’t go back
She can’t change
The past

Everyday Satan
Tries again to
Bring her down

She heals the wounds
He leaves behind

She waits till
There’s no more pain
She knows it will take a while

But she’ll wait and
Try to make the best

To make her life good

And use the time

How was your break?