My Favorite song

My favorite song
Puts me in a daze

My favorite song
Makes me think
Makes me feel

My favorite song puts me
In a daze where
Everything else seems to fade away

The music is the only thing
I want to listen too
Nothing else

My favorite song plays over and over
I never get of it
It never grows old

It makes me feel good and
Sad at the same time

My favorite song
Describes me
And the way I feel sometimes

My favorite song
Is something I wish I could say
Just say that I feel that way

When I hear it
It touches the heart
It makes me feel

My favorite song
Is me and what I feel
Every once and awhile

not named

Faster smaller
Crazier

People get faster
Smaller and more
Crazier

Everything is disappearing
Everything is getting worse
Everything is getting more and more
Faster

Everyone is worried about time
Time for this time for that

Opps we are too late

So let’s take Time
To play, to think
To grow, to learn

Take time to sit and mediate

Think about what things mean to you

Faster faster time is almost out
Faster faster you are running late

We need you now

Leave the kids alone
Work, work that’s all
You do

So let’s take time to talk
To pray

Take time to eat
To listen ,to watch
Take time to read

Slow down

Take a chance
Take time for you

Slow down before it’s too late

Ok I know time is important. But also is having fun and spending time with our loved ones. And I think having a busy tight schedule is fine if you can handle it but I think everyone just needs to take a moment and just freeze and relax. Mean how many people have a tight schedule and are not stressed out. I know in some cases you can’t but in others you can.

Books

Books I've read so far.

Club Dread
By Walter Sorrells

I read this book at the end of summer.

It's about this girl named Chass and who just moved to San Francisco and is trying to start her own band. As she is putting flyers up she witnesses the murder of Josh Emmit who is a pop star. She gets the band going and then she finds herself in trouble again when she gets involved with a club she knows nothing about. Chass ends up on the run again and tries to escape the guy chasing her mom, and her.

It is the second book of a series called Haunted.



But I Don't Want To Be a Movie Star

by Margaret Pinder


15 year old Katriona gets forced to spend the summer in California with her famous grandmother and who she is named after. Kat would rather be at home in England alone then be there. Kat looks just like her grandmother and ends up pretending to be her. Noni (the grandmother) breaks her leg right before a big director is supposed to come to the house, so her granddaughter, Kat has to dress like her so that Noni can get the part.

I think it is pretty funny.



The Shakespeare Stealer
by Gary Blackwood

It's about a boy named Wigde and he works for a Dr. Bright and then is brought by a guy named Simon Bass who hired him to copy the play Hamlet. So Wigde is sent with a gut named Falconer to write it down but he didn't get all the words so he is sent to actually steal the book. He is befriended by a group of actors, who he learns more about them and becomes close to them. Wigde becomes to realize that he rather be an actor than a servant. Now he is torn about what to do.


Four Things My Geeky-jock-of -a- Best Friend Must Do In Europe
by Jane Harrington

Brady is going to Europe with her mom. And before she leaves her best friend writes on her hand with permanent mark what she must do while she is in Europe. While Brady she on the Cruise she meets some interesting people who become her friends. But she realizes that everything on the list is really easy she find it difficult to complete the last item on it.
The book is good, funny, a little boring at the beginning but it gets better. Well that's my opinion.

So what's new with you?

Not sure

I'm not sure if any of you will like this but here is a new poem but with a old feeling.

I’m not sure who I am
Or who I want to be

Do I want to be like everyone else?
Do I want my own path?

Follow the crowd that I don’t fit in with
Doing my own thing all alone

Having friends who treat me like dirt
Having friends who don’t know me

I try to get close to someone who
Hate my guts

Having friends that tell everyone else
Everything

Having friends that don’t care
Don’t talk to me

I don’t fit there
I don’t fit here

Why do I try to be someone I’m not?
Why do I want to be friends with the enemy?

Why do I try so hard to fit in with people
Who hate me

Why do I try so hard to be away from you?
When you are the only one who really knows me

Why do I always want you to leave?
When I really want you to stay

So what do you think?

Yay I konw it's kinda like all the other but I'm having trouble writing anything else.

Like Summer nights and Winter days

Summer nights
Winter days

The wind blows it away
Time leaves a memory

Memory begins to fade
A voice begins to speak
The rain begins to fall

The wind gets stronger
Lighting and thunder begin to strike

A nightmare wakes the child
A daydream keeps you awake

A song to sleep on
Things keep you in a fog

You know the song
But you forgot the words

A feeling you never felt
A word you never heard
A voice you never had

A fire that keeps burning
But there’s nothing to keep it going

A voice that no one will listen to
A sign that no one will see

Time is something that passes
Us by like
Summer nights and
Winter days

So what do you think?

the little one

No one cares fir the little one in the sea
No wants to help
They all have their own problems

They don’t care for the little who is sick
Who is starving or the one who they
Don’t know that well

They give there money away
To house and cars
But not to the little one who
Has no home

They say one thing in the
Eye of the public
And do another when no
One is looking

They think its ok to be a hypocrite
But get on other peoples case
When it comes to the same thing

They don’t care for the little who is lost
They don’t want to be responsible for
Some one they don’t know

Here's a new poem.

Somethin New

The sun is shining
The trees are changing color
What a beautiful thing to see

The water is freeze cold
The ground is covered in white

Snow is falling in the dead of night
The happiness fills the nice cold air

Oh what a beautiful sight

A peaceful world
A colorful place

Oh oh what a beautiful thing to see

The breeze is warm
The water is cool

The summer breeze is all around
All of the people’s faces are
Glowing with happiness

Oh what a sight to see

I just can’t wait till that is true
Just wait and see what it’s like
To be happy all the time

What a beautiful thing to see
Oh what a beautiful thing it will be

Just you wait and see
What it’ll be

This is something I just wrote.

good

My weekend was good.
Friday I went to La Crosse we had to take Danyelle but it was still good. Saturday Jessi made some cupcakes then around three we went to a get-together which was fun. They had a fishing contest there it was fun, it got a little boring around the end . But it was good. Sunday was good I didn't do a lot but it was good.

That's all for now.
How was your weekend?

Darkness

My weekend was very, very, very interesting.

The last post I posted, I liked reading what Mr. K., and Ali said. I was a little disappointed that no one else said anything. Oh well.
It seems like darkness is taking over, almost ever thing. I thought this would be the best way to show you the darkness gets boring if everything is like that.

So tell me what you think about this new layout. I'll probably change it tomorrow or sometime this week but I'm not sure.
So what do you think?

In my mind today

Have you ever felt like you are wearing a mask?
Nobody knows the real you
Nobody know what you have been through
Nobody can tell who you really are

They see what they want
Even if it's not the truth

You are lying in pain
It’s all around

You say some but nobody hears
You whisper is a scream but nobody can tell
People don't really care they just pretend to care

You call them up to talk but they need to go
They don't take time unless it's for them

They ignore you unless they need something
They leave you alone because they you're mad
Even when you really want to talk
They forget you're there even if you say hello

You hurt yourself to feel good
You take pills to escape reality

You fake a smile so no one can see
You let no one in
Even through you are hurting
Inside

The mask hides your heart
So else can hurt it

I know everyone is tried of this hate my life poems but I what I feel, what I see, and in some case I write about me. Yeah this is a little bit of what I been felling lately, if you have a problem then don't read it. I've been trying to write some happy ones but it's hard, because I write about people gong around me and because it's hard to write down those feelings. I write best when I feel motivated and when I feel like it and I a lot of times I don't feel like write when I'm happy.

I hope all of you have a good weekend.

rain

Raining nights

Water on the ground
That I’m splashing
Around

A hot summer day
Turns to a cold
Breezing night

We run outside to
Feel the air

You and me
This is going to
Be fun

Let’s see who
Can run faster
In cold

Come in soaked
Laughing about
What we just did

Full of energy
Powered by the rain

Let’s go again
It’ll be fun
So come on

What do you think?

Who cares

Yell for help
Turns to a whisper
Of silence

They can’t hear you
Or so it goes

You push people
Away
Cause they
Push you


You have know real
Friends
Just people
Who pretend to care

People who don’t
Know the real you

People who can’t hear
People who can’t see you

Forget them and
Move on

Everyone needs someone
Who cares

Something old but new.

Today

You don’t know me

I don’t know you
So let’s stop pretending

If you want to say something
Just say it
If not then leave

Leave me alone
I don’t want
Your lies

You know nothing
About me
Not like before

We told each other
Everything but then
We grew apart

I don’t want to
Know you
I don’t want to talk
To you anymore


You’re not my friend
You don’t know me

What happened to us?

I have nothing else to say right now.

Talk to ya later.

Crazy me

Crazy

Fake a smile
Strike a pose

Write a letter
Sing a song

Talk to someone
You don’t know

Step up
Step down
Turn around

Do something you
Haven’t done before

Do something fun

Spend time with friends

Hang upside
Down

Take a chance
Dance
Do something you want

Do something new

Something new and I think happy.

My weekend

My weekend was good.
On Friday I saw Becoming Jane, it was ok. After the first hour it gets a little boring. You have to be a Jane Austin fan to really enjoy it, to understand it, and to sit through it without falling asleep. But that is just my opinion. Make your own and watch it.
Saturday I mostly slept. And then I cleaned.
Sunday played with Danyelle and did some yard work for a friend of mine.
Oh and I found the pair of jeans that I lost like two weeks ago. And now I have a more organized and clean room. So that was my weekend. How was yours?

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Cries to the moon

Here's something I just wrote. It sorta goes a long with a poem Ali wrote yesterday.

cries to the moon

I don’t need you pity
I don’t need your guilt
I needed your friendship

I wanted your friendship
But you went and threw it away

You wanted my friendship
But I chased you away

Now I have no one
Close to me

I have no one
To talk to
No one who cares
Anyway

No one knows me
No one can
Understand

I have no one
Who understands
What is going on right now

No one who will listen
To the cries


No one who is there
For me

That's all I have to say right now.

who are you???

I don’t know
What to do anymore

Who are you?
What happened
To my best friend

What happened to you?
I don’t know you
Anymore

You used to tell
Me everything
Now you don’t
Even say hi

What happened?
We were totally
Different but
We got along

We grew up and
We grew a part

And now we
Can’t seem to
Make time to talk

We grew apart
What can I say?
Things happen
Like this everyday

So why can’t
I just let go
Let be

You chose them
Over me so
Why can’t I
Let go

So what do you think?

The name

Yeah I changed the name again and I'll most likely change it again..well, if I get tired of the name.

I got to paint last night, that was fun. I was painting till midnight but it was really fun. I like painting, I like art.
I'm trying to work but I'm having a little trouble with that.
I hope you like the name if not oh well. I think I'm going to keep this name for a while at least.
I can't really think of anything else so..... See Ya.

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between us

How many chances does
A person get

Is it one, two or more
Than that

How many times can
I change my answer

A new chance,
A new change

Are you the same
Person you were years ago

Are we the same
Have things change between us
Compared to years before

We’ve grown apart
And there’s no way to
Change it

We can’t go back now
It’s too late
Our relationship change

Now the question is…

Is it good or bad?

This time I don’t
Have an answer
And it’s killing me


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whatever

My summer. It was ok, I met some new people, and was able to talk to some of the people I lost touch of. So that was nice, I also got some reading in so that was good.

I'm like so board right now. There's a lot of new people here. I'm sorta happy that's it's not summer anymore but same time want it to be summer. I still miss some people but there are other that I don't miss that much.
I am still really board.
I can't wait till winter.

Talk to ya later.
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