Not sure

I'm not sure if any of you will like this but here is a new poem but with a old feeling.

I’m not sure who I am
Or who I want to be

Do I want to be like everyone else?
Do I want my own path?

Follow the crowd that I don’t fit in with
Doing my own thing all alone

Having friends who treat me like dirt
Having friends who don’t know me

I try to get close to someone who
Hate my guts

Having friends that tell everyone else
Everything

Having friends that don’t care
Don’t talk to me

I don’t fit there
I don’t fit here

Why do I try to be someone I’m not?
Why do I want to be friends with the enemy?

Why do I try so hard to fit in with people
Who hate me

Why do I try so hard to be away from you?
When you are the only one who really knows me

Why do I always want you to leave?
When I really want you to stay

So what do you think?

Yay I konw it's kinda like all the other but I'm having trouble writing anything else.

Like Summer nights and Winter days

Summer nights
Winter days

The wind blows it away
Time leaves a memory

Memory begins to fade
A voice begins to speak
The rain begins to fall

The wind gets stronger
Lighting and thunder begin to strike

A nightmare wakes the child
A daydream keeps you awake

A song to sleep on
Things keep you in a fog

You know the song
But you forgot the words

A feeling you never felt
A word you never heard
A voice you never had

A fire that keeps burning
But there’s nothing to keep it going

A voice that no one will listen to
A sign that no one will see

Time is something that passes
Us by like
Summer nights and
Winter days

So what do you think?

the little one

No one cares fir the little one in the sea
No wants to help
They all have their own problems

They don’t care for the little who is sick
Who is starving or the one who they
Don’t know that well

They give there money away
To house and cars
But not to the little one who
Has no home

They say one thing in the
Eye of the public
And do another when no
One is looking

They think its ok to be a hypocrite
But get on other peoples case
When it comes to the same thing

They don’t care for the little who is lost
They don’t want to be responsible for
Some one they don’t know

Here's a new poem.

Somethin New

The sun is shining
The trees are changing color
What a beautiful thing to see

The water is freeze cold
The ground is covered in white

Snow is falling in the dead of night
The happiness fills the nice cold air

Oh what a beautiful sight

A peaceful world
A colorful place

Oh oh what a beautiful thing to see

The breeze is warm
The water is cool

The summer breeze is all around
All of the people’s faces are
Glowing with happiness

Oh what a sight to see

I just can’t wait till that is true
Just wait and see what it’s like
To be happy all the time

What a beautiful thing to see
Oh what a beautiful thing it will be

Just you wait and see
What it’ll be

This is something I just wrote.

good

My weekend was good.
Friday I went to La Crosse we had to take Danyelle but it was still good. Saturday Jessi made some cupcakes then around three we went to a get-together which was fun. They had a fishing contest there it was fun, it got a little boring around the end . But it was good. Sunday was good I didn't do a lot but it was good.

That's all for now.
How was your weekend?

Darkness

My weekend was very, very, very interesting.

The last post I posted, I liked reading what Mr. K., and Ali said. I was a little disappointed that no one else said anything. Oh well.
It seems like darkness is taking over, almost ever thing. I thought this would be the best way to show you the darkness gets boring if everything is like that.

So tell me what you think about this new layout. I'll probably change it tomorrow or sometime this week but I'm not sure.
So what do you think?

In my mind today

Have you ever felt like you are wearing a mask?
Nobody knows the real you
Nobody know what you have been through
Nobody can tell who you really are

They see what they want
Even if it's not the truth

You are lying in pain
It’s all around

You say some but nobody hears
You whisper is a scream but nobody can tell
People don't really care they just pretend to care

You call them up to talk but they need to go
They don't take time unless it's for them

They ignore you unless they need something
They leave you alone because they you're mad
Even when you really want to talk
They forget you're there even if you say hello

You hurt yourself to feel good
You take pills to escape reality

You fake a smile so no one can see
You let no one in
Even through you are hurting
Inside

The mask hides your heart
So else can hurt it

I know everyone is tried of this hate my life poems but I what I feel, what I see, and in some case I write about me. Yeah this is a little bit of what I been felling lately, if you have a problem then don't read it. I've been trying to write some happy ones but it's hard, because I write about people gong around me and because it's hard to write down those feelings. I write best when I feel motivated and when I feel like it and I a lot of times I don't feel like write when I'm happy.

I hope all of you have a good weekend.

rain

Raining nights

Water on the ground
That I’m splashing
Around

A hot summer day
Turns to a cold
Breezing night

We run outside to
Feel the air

You and me
This is going to
Be fun

Let’s see who
Can run faster
In cold

Come in soaked
Laughing about
What we just did

Full of energy
Powered by the rain

Let’s go again
It’ll be fun
So come on

What do you think?

Who cares

Yell for help
Turns to a whisper
Of silence

They can’t hear you
Or so it goes

You push people
Away
Cause they
Push you


You have know real
Friends
Just people
Who pretend to care

People who don’t
Know the real you

People who can’t hear
People who can’t see you

Forget them and
Move on

Everyone needs someone
Who cares

Something old but new.

Today

You don’t know me

I don’t know you
So let’s stop pretending

If you want to say something
Just say it
If not then leave

Leave me alone
I don’t want
Your lies

You know nothing
About me
Not like before

We told each other
Everything but then
We grew apart

I don’t want to
Know you
I don’t want to talk
To you anymore


You’re not my friend
You don’t know me

What happened to us?

I have nothing else to say right now.

Talk to ya later.

Crazy me

Crazy

Fake a smile
Strike a pose

Write a letter
Sing a song

Talk to someone
You don’t know

Step up
Step down
Turn around

Do something you
Haven’t done before

Do something fun

Spend time with friends

Hang upside
Down

Take a chance
Dance
Do something you want

Do something new

Something new and I think happy.

My weekend

My weekend was good.
On Friday I saw Becoming Jane, it was ok. After the first hour it gets a little boring. You have to be a Jane Austin fan to really enjoy it, to understand it, and to sit through it without falling asleep. But that is just my opinion. Make your own and watch it.
Saturday I mostly slept. And then I cleaned.
Sunday played with Danyelle and did some yard work for a friend of mine.
Oh and I found the pair of jeans that I lost like two weeks ago. And now I have a more organized and clean room. So that was my weekend. How was yours?

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Cries to the moon

Here's something I just wrote. It sorta goes a long with a poem Ali wrote yesterday.

cries to the moon

I don’t need you pity
I don’t need your guilt
I needed your friendship

I wanted your friendship
But you went and threw it away

You wanted my friendship
But I chased you away

Now I have no one
Close to me

I have no one
To talk to
No one who cares
Anyway

No one knows me
No one can
Understand

I have no one
Who understands
What is going on right now

No one who will listen
To the cries


No one who is there
For me

That's all I have to say right now.

who are you???

I don’t know
What to do anymore

Who are you?
What happened
To my best friend

What happened to you?
I don’t know you
Anymore

You used to tell
Me everything
Now you don’t
Even say hi

What happened?
We were totally
Different but
We got along

We grew up and
We grew a part

And now we
Can’t seem to
Make time to talk

We grew apart
What can I say?
Things happen
Like this everyday

So why can’t
I just let go
Let be

You chose them
Over me so
Why can’t I
Let go

So what do you think?

The name

Yeah I changed the name again and I'll most likely change it again..well, if I get tired of the name.

I got to paint last night, that was fun. I was painting till midnight but it was really fun. I like painting, I like art.
I'm trying to work but I'm having a little trouble with that.
I hope you like the name if not oh well. I think I'm going to keep this name for a while at least.
I can't really think of anything else so..... See Ya.

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between us

How many chances does
A person get

Is it one, two or more
Than that

How many times can
I change my answer

A new chance,
A new change

Are you the same
Person you were years ago

Are we the same
Have things change between us
Compared to years before

We’ve grown apart
And there’s no way to
Change it

We can’t go back now
It’s too late
Our relationship change

Now the question is…

Is it good or bad?

This time I don’t
Have an answer
And it’s killing me


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whatever

My summer. It was ok, I met some new people, and was able to talk to some of the people I lost touch of. So that was nice, I also got some reading in so that was good.

I'm like so board right now. There's a lot of new people here. I'm sorta happy that's it's not summer anymore but same time want it to be summer. I still miss some people but there are other that I don't miss that much.
I am still really board.
I can't wait till winter.

Talk to ya later.
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books of the summer

Friends to Die For, By: Jane Sughrue Giberga

Crissy is A-List New Yorker. She has to deal with a crazy family, that includes a disabled brother and parents that stress on her about college. She is popular, and has to deal with all the drama associated with all that. Her best bud, Markie, has to move away because of what happened at an out of control party. Markie’s jewels were stolen at the party, so she is stressing out, and Crissy’s boyfriend, Brian, gets injured and a girl is found dead on the subway, after attending the party. Because of that party, Crissy, Markie, and Francesca all get there world’s turned upside down. Francesca puts on a disappearing act, right after her boyfriend is arrested. The press then comes to the school about what all happened at the party. Weeks later the press comes to Crissy after her family gets an interview. Needless to say, her life is pretty stressful.




The True Meaning of Cleavage By: Mariah Fredericks

Sari and Jess are best friends, or at least they were till 9th grade. Sari becomes more popular and Jess is exactly the opposite. Soon Sari begins to forget about the friendship she had with Jess. Sari falls for David Cole who is dating Thea. Together those two seniors are the perfect couple. They have been together for 4 years at Eldridge Alternative School. But still Sari starts sneaking around with David. Jess is focusing on making her drawing better, while Sari is more focused on her social status. Jess has to deal with the stress that High School brings, and she has very few friends to help with that. Sari on the other hand has a lot of friends. Jess tries to stay out of the way of the Prada Mafia. She is also trying to get Sari back as a friend, but is instead pushing her further away. Now they separately, have to find out where they really belong.


What Mr. Mattero Did

By Prisclla Cummings





Claire, Suzanne, and Jenna are best friends, at Oakdale Middle school who becomes victims of abuse by their music teacher Mr. Mattero. But what happened after the told the principal was nothing like they expected. They thought they would get out of his class, not cause trouble.

But when another girl befriends Claire and she tells Claire a secret about her stepfather. Claire decides to tell the truth. Did Mr. Mattero do what she said? Did he do something worse? Did he do anything at all?


Those are the books I read over the summer. They were very interesting. I recommend reading them, they were very good.

Have a good day.

My summer is going good. I know it's the seond day of summer but hey Yesterday was really good. Well for the most part. If one you is actually on Blogger, I hope I see you at Betterfest. I will most likely be going on Friday and Sunday. I have a lot of stuff planned for Saturday so I won't be going then. That's all I'm going to say. Have a Great Summer.

Today is going by ok-ish. I have finals at 1:35 till about three something. But I get to see some old friends of mine, so that's good.

Tomorrow is the last day of the school year.
I don't know if I'm looking forward to summer or not. I was but now I'm not so sure.

I'm sick of feeling all mad and angry all the time. The worst part is I don’t know what is causing it. And I’m sick of fighting with people who are my friends. I’m sick of it. I’m tired of looking mad or feel upset over small things.

How is your day going so far?
That’s all I have to say for right now anyway.

Please leave a comment.

Friday

It's Friday.
School is going to be out soon. I can't wait, but at the same time I can. Have a fun weekend.
I don't have much plans for this weekend. I 'm going to get some work done.
Wow. This school year has gone by fast.
My school year has been good, for the most part anyway. One thing I didn't like was fighting with friends. But besides that it has been really good.

How has the school year been for you?
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today

Wednesday was weird and I was just completely out of it. I don't know why. After lunch I got a big headache and I couldn't think. I hate that feeling.
Today I am a little better, I think. I’m still sorta out of it. I am so tired I went to bed at nine some thing and then woke up at three forty-five. I now I’m extremely tired. I can’t even think or focus.
I have no idea what I'm doing this weekend. I think I'm just going to work on some stuff. And go to La Crosse.
The poem I posted was about yesterday.
Wow. 1oo posts. I find that amzing I really thing it would have taken me shorter time but oh well. One hundred posts.
I got to go I am going to try to work on something. Please leave a comment.

One of those days

One of those days
I don’t know
What to do
What to say

It has been one
Of those days
I don’t what’s
Going on

I have nothing
In my mind

It has been
One of those
Days

Where I'm like
A blonde

I don’t know
Why but it
Just one of those
Days

Where I act so
Crazy it’s like
I don’t have a
Brain

Everyone has one
Everyone knows
How it feels

It’s just been
One of those days

I hope y'all like it.
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My weekend

I had a wonderful weekend.


Friday I went to the gradation and they to the party, which was fun. I played two games, one with Jessi, and Amanda and t hen one with Alison, Jessi, and Chloe. I talked with Tamara for a little bit. At about ten o'clock, we left.
I stayed up till about 12:30 and then woke up at 8:30.
Saturday I woke up and did some cleaning, then Saturday night I played Life, and made S'mores. Went to bed at one the morning.
Sunday woke up at seven something and then got ready to go, left and then came back around twelve, had some lunch then left again. Came back 45minutes later then at two I took Danyelle for bike ride then we went to school that we live by. Played for I think a half an hour. Went home, then my dad comes, we went to Wal Mart got stuff for dinner. We went back to my mom's, started the grill, then at seven we started the movie and at dinner. We watched "Night at the Museum." Later we had some ice cream. Then around 1:30 I went to bed and on Monday woke up at 7:45.

So Now I'm tried but hyper sorta. My weekend was really really good.

How was yours?
Please leave a comment.

O.k. I know this whole depress and mad thing is old, and I'm trying to work on it. Monday I'll post something happy and up beat.

I hope all of you have a fun weekend. And some Summer.

We were never
Real friends

You never knew
The real me

We fight all
The time

We were friends
But you never
Did anything for

You have no
Real friends

And you try
Not to be

You don’t know
How to treat
A real friend


They lend you
Stuff but
You don’t give
It back

You’re not there
We they need you

But they have to
Be there for you
All time

You over react
All the time

When it’s nothing
You turn it into

Something

You are your own enemy.


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leave a broken friendship

Why are we friends
All we do is fight
No real conversations

This isn’t a real friendship
There’s nothing more

All you did
Was lie to me

You get mad over
Every little thing

I was invisible to you
When some one else was in
The room

I was there when
No one else was

But you weren’t
There for me

I’m sick of this
Game

You are either in
Or out, there’s
No in between

Just pick one now
It’s a simple choice
Just like
Now or never

We can’t pretend
Anymore
It hurts too much

We were never
True friends
And now it ends

Goodbye

Goodbye for now

I many reasons for writing this. This represents many things and it's about many friendships that I know of from the past or present. I think a lot of people have friendships like this one and it's not just about a specific friendship. Please tell me what you think.

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Friends, Life, and Venting.

Have you ever been a friend to some that didn't want to be friends with you?
I don't know why I'm posting about this. It's something that was in my mind right now.
You think you are friends with someone but whenever you are around they treat you like dirt, and tale advantage of you like you offer a little and than they just walk all over you. And they always expect you to give them stuff and then when you don't they get really mad at you for no reason.
It's like you don't even exist when someone else is around. Like your are a doormat or something.
You get into a fight like every other day and one wants out but the other one wants back. It's a love hate friendship. It’s hypocrisy. And I really don't like that type of friendship; because it's a no win type of thing. Or friendship that the only reason you were friends with them is because you feel pity for them. It's just plain stupid.
And right now I'm just going to stop because I really don't want to list some other reason I don't like some friendships or don't get it. Because there's a difference form being friendly (or nice) and being a friend.
I'm sorry if I offended anyone.

Please comment, please tell what you think of this post.

My Weekend

Hey everybody, how was your weekend?

Mine was good.
On Friday I went to Kohl’s and got a new t-shirt. Jessi got a shirt and a tank top. Mack got a new shirt and a pair of shorts and then my dad got a new shirt.
Then on Saturday I was in Janesville most of the day. Saturday was a really good day.
Sunday was ok. I woke up around one in the afternoon. Went to Danyelle's dance thing in Tomah. Then went home watched some TV, did some dishes, and went to bed around eleven forty something.
So over all my weekend was good, oh also got some work done. So yeah it was good.

Six Flags three days away.

I can’t wait till Wednesday night; I’m staying at Tamra’s.

How was your Weekend?
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My Weekend

My weekend was good.
Friday, we went to Oshkosh, for Science Olympiad. But on the way there I got sick, we to the hotel and went to dinner. Then back to the hotel then to the University, but I didn't go. I got sick. After everybody got back, and I was feeling better, I went swimming. Then we went to bed. On Saturday, we woke up around six and then left around seven. We got to the thing and in the parking lot, I dropped the tower and it broke in half, but Mr. Toetz was there and helped me put it back together. And then I went walking for about two hours before my first event started. I got to try this coffee thing I forgot the name of it but it was really good. And Alison got me a chipmunk thing. It's soooo cute. I did a lot of walking, so it was good.
On Sunday, I didn’t do much. I woke up around twelve thirty. For most of the day I was laying around the house doing nothing. I finally got put to work, for about two hours. And then I played a game with Danyelle. After the game Danyelle went to bed, which was around eight. I think.

That was my weekend, how was yours.

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Alison helped me

Hypocrisy

Hypocrisy rules the world
Say one thing do another.

Friends become enemies.
Enemies became Friends.
They lie and deceive each other

Nothing is real
Everything is a lie

Say one thing but you
Mean another

Trick the ones you love
Leave them in a hole
Marked life

You’re caving in
The impacts of people
But no one lives

You dream
A person makes you a promise
But they don’t keep it

You don’t know
What you want but
You’re searching for something
And no one helps you


All you find is the
Hypocrisy of the World

I can't take all the credit for this one, Alison and I wrote it together.
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Drama Queen

Crave popularity
Crave attention

Be a Drama Queen with
No real friends

Too many problems
Too many heartbreaks
Too many tears

Fake a smile
Fake a friendship

Break a promise
Break a dream

Make amends
And fight again

Nothing is real
Everything is
Thing is pretend

But you
Don’t care

Everyone hates you but
You don’t seem to care.

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Summer time

The grass is green.
The leaves are coming back.

The songs of the birds
Fill the air

Soft breeze by
The lake
Under the trees

Sunny skies
People sunburned
Or tan

Kids outside
Screaming and
Swimming

Nice day for a walk or
Bike ride.

Warm air cold breeze
Longer days
Shorter time

No ways round it
The time goes by fast
When you’re having fun

Enjoying what
You do
Who you’re with

Summer goes by fast
But the time we have
Goes by faster

What do you think?
Please leave a comment.

invisible

Here's a new poem.

You see the people but
They aren’t really there

You see someone standing
There but you don’t really care

You hear voices talking but
No one is there

There are people in the
Hallway you know
Their names but you don’t
Really know who they are

Everyone is invisible
To someone

But am I invisible
To you


You look through a
Window of a car
But you don’t really

See anything

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What do you think

Stormy nights
Rain falls
The drops hit the roof

We lit a fire
To keep warm

I can’t hear any thunder
I can’t see any lighting
But the power out

Candles all around
Lights the way

The storm settle downs
The sun comes up

I go outside the
Smell is still there

The smell that
Was there last
Is still there

The smell of
Stormy, rainy nights

I post this poem on Poetic Tendencies, a blog Nathan started.
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Mystery Man

O.k. this is a little but what do think.

Mystery Man

There’s no one like you
I can’t seem to find anyone
That is more of a mystery to me

Everyday I learn more about you
Everyday is something new

When I look at you
You begin to smile

You light the dark
Skies in my eyes

Let me be the real me
I don’t need to hide myself
I don’t need to pretend
To be something I’m not

You know more about me
Than I know about you
You’re still a mystery to me

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the mess I made

The last thing I is this
Why are you doing this to me?

You say one thing
But you mean another

Why can’t you just
Leave

Leave my life,
Leave this room,
Leave this place

Get away from me,
Get away from this place

You say you’re sorry
But I don’t think you are


I’m going to hate myself
Later

I hate myself for this
We are yelling at each
Other

We don’t want to do this
It hurts so much

I love you so much
We never talk
I had a bad day

Excuses, Excuses
Why do I do this to you
Why do we fight every night

Why do we do this all
The time
I’m sorry for causing this mess

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Fairytale

It this for real
It’s just like a fairytale

The dream that a always had
In the back of my mind

It plays but I still
Don’t know how it ends

What about the
Once upon time
And ever after

Will it end?
Will it be trouble?

Ups and downs
Will that turn us around?

Will this dream turn
Into a nightmare

Will we let them win?
Will we listen
To what they say

It’s just like a fairytale

But will it be

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miss you

I miss you so much
I wish you were here

I woke up today
And I realize that
You weren’t here

You’re gone for good
And you’re not coming
Back

I lay awake on
My bed
Thinking of you

It feels like you’re there
I turn but you’re not there
I can’t forget you
I won’t forget you

I see you but I
Can’t feel you

Call your name
Put you don’t
Come

You’re not
Here
And you’re never
Coming back

Pain won’t go away

I wish you

Were here

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No More

No More

A cry for help
Goes ignore

She hits the floor
Crying so hard
But on one hears

No one feels the pain
She feels

No one knows
What she’s going

She has on friends
No one cares
Nothing is right

She puts on
A big fake smile
And no one knows

She can’t do it
Anymore

She can’t fight
It anymore

She can’t hide
It anymore

She’s sick and tried
Of hiding the way
She feels

Tried of the lies
She tells to
Cover it up

She can’t hide it

Anymore

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write it ourselves

Here's a new poem .

I’ve read this
Book before
And I didn’t like it

Why can’t we
Re-write it
The way we want

We’ll change
The ending

We’ll change
The plot

Let’s write about
Our life

We’ll make it the
Way we want

We’ll make it real
We’ll write it together

About the past
About the future
About us

Do we have to stick
To the same old thing

Can’t we mix it up
It doesn’t have to be
A fairytale

Why can’t we just write
About real life

Can’t we write our

Own story

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A Night of Tears and Saddness

Last night my cat died. I found out right after I got home about what had happened. He died of Liver failure. He was sick a couple of weeks ago, he got better and then worse. I know things like that happened but it's still really sad. If you see me crying thatd why. That's all I have to say for now anyway.

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Two hearts Two worlds

Two different people
Two different lives
Two different worlds

Everyone is worry
But no one will say
Anything to them

They say that
They won’t make it

But they try
Anyway

They want to
Prove the people
Wrong

It’s too hard
For them

They just give up
They give in

They both hurt
So much but
It’s just hard
To go on

Should they give
It another shot
Can they forget
What happened

Can they move on
Without each other

Or is it too late to
Say what
Needs to be

Said

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my weekend

My weekend was ok.

On Friday I went to Wal mart and got a new pair of jeans and that was about it.

On Saturday I was out with some friends and got home around five something. Anyway when I got home I found out that my bedroom door was locked and no one was in there but my cat. So my anunt finaly got it open. Which was good. Later I found out that Danyelle was the one who locked it. And also on Saturday Mack and Jessi each got their own cell phones. That was also good.

On Sunday it wasn't the best I woke up and got in the shower and I was getting ready to leave. But at 8:30 I was told that I wasn't going any where atleast not in the moring. So I did some dishes so I (we meaning Famliy) could play a game and then my back started hurting real mad so stoped and went to lay down. When I got up I was in a very bad mood because of everything that had happen. So Sunday wasn't a very good day for me.

Monday was ok. Me and Jessi rearranged our room. So now we have to reorgize it.

How was your weekend?

Please leave a comment.

Here's another new one.

Fall apart
All together
I’m still a mess

Can’t get it
Straight
Can’t figure out

What’s going on?

With me
With you
With us

With the world
Am I all alone

Is there someone
Out there
That know the real me

Can I trust
Anyone out there

Will someone listen
Does anyone care

Mix emotions hit
The floor and
Open up

And come on out
Unexpected

Another girl is lost
In this world

And can’t find
A way out

And no on
Seems to care
What’s going on

Is anyone out there

Please tell what you think.

Here's a new poem I just got done writing. Please Tell me what you think.

Is it so obvious
That everyone knows
Everyone can see

But you have
No idea

Is it so obvious
How I feel about
You

Do you feel
The same way

I can’t hide it
Anymore

I can’t ignore it
Like I did before

So many mix feelings
I don’t know what to do

Or say
but this

do you feel
the same way
I do

Do you know
Know I exist
Are you just a dream

Are you for real
Do you know
The real me

Is there more
To you then

I can see

Please leave a comment.

New poem TIME

Time

A picture is taken
A new memory is made

There are things
That should never
Fade away

Good times
Happy things

And yet some
Things just
Go away

Make the best of
What you got
Spend the time with
Who you love

Take your time
And wait awhile

For the right one
For the right time

In a flash they
Could all be gone

And they slowly
Fade away

Please leave a comment.

Are They alone

Here's a new poem.

She sits alone
She sleeps alone
She eats alone

She waits for
Him to come
Back home

She lost his
Trust a long
Time ago

Is she alone?
Is she still there?

He wonders
But doesn’t
See if it’s true

But he just sits
Here alone
Thinking of her

She thinking of
Him
Can’t get it out
Of her head

She’s sick of
The lies
He sick of
The fights

They want
To be together
But they’re
Sick of the fights

They don’t want
To argue

What can they
do what can
they say
to not fight

But to stay together

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What Happened

Here's a new poem

I lay awake in my bed
Thinking of you

Thinking about
What happened
That tore us apart

What we could not say
What we couldn’t do

What we did
At that place
At that time

Why there
Why then
Why couldn’t we wait

Why can’t we say
How we feel
Why can’t we be ourselves

What happened to us

I can’t get it
Out of mind

It’s a fairytale
In my mind and
It won’t stop playing

It hurts too much

To say what’s true

Please tell me what you think.

My weekend and SNOW

My weekend was good.

On Friday me, Mack, and my Dad, went to La Crosse we went to Woodman's and to Wal Mart and for dinner we went to Fazoli's. I then on the way to my Mom's I got sick, so instead of staying night at my Dad's, I stay at my Mom's with Jessi. But anyway after
my shower I felt a little better. I think hot cocoa and smoothies don't mix.
Saturday my Dad picked me and Jessi up and we help Mack and my Dad make some scones for a going away party thing. But I didn't really feel like helping so I went with my Uncle and Jessi to the thing and me and Jessi played a card game and talked to some poeple and then they started serve the food. After dinner I played some more games. Then we went back home (to my Dad's) and got ready for bed and wacthed some TV.

Sunday we went to La crosse to go give some stuff to my sister C.J. and then my took us back to Tomah. After that I went out to eat with some friends and I got to play this one game one I forgot what it is called but it was fun. Then I got home and went to bed.

This moring was a very starnage because of the weather.

I Like it snows. I don't know why I just do. Espeacily when it snows at night. I love standing like on a porch and just standing there watching the snow fall. I don't know why I just do.

Anywahy How was your weekend.

Please leave a commnet.

Nothing really

My break was ok not the best but at least I didn't have school.
I really didn't do much. I went to a movie on Monday the 25th, I saw WE ARE MARSHAL. The movie was good. I really don't have much to say but here's a poem that I posted before I think, anyway I re-edited it so here it is.

COLD NOVEMBER

A cold November night
A heart was broken

A life was lost
A dream was
Shatter

The homeland
Was a deadly
Place to go

The memory
Doesn’t’ go away

The pain still
Hurts the same

She can’t go back
She can’t change
The past

Everyday Satan
Tries again to
Bring her down

She heals the wounds
He leaves behind

She waits till
There’s no more pain
She knows it will take a while

But she’ll wait and
Try to make the best

To make her life good

And use the time

How was your break?

HAPPY!!!

Hey some of you know this and others don't, but anyway I got an award for one of my poems. It's the Editor's Choice Award, and I'm so happy. But with most stuff that's good there is a catch. I'm not going to tell you guys anything eles but this, I honestly don't know what it is but I'm sure there is one. Any way the poem is Whispers in the Wind poem. I'll tell you guys more about it later.

Everything is fine
I close my eyes
And I see the things
That I love most

The ocean water and breeze
The summer day

A peaceful night
Tiger cubs sleeping
By me

Not worry about
Things that can happen

Things that might
Happen
Things that scare me

But most of all
I see someone

I can trust
Someone I feel
Safe by

Someone who
Knows the real me
Someone like you

It's been almost a week scince a posted a poem please tell what you think. Thats all I really have to say, right now anyway. Here's a question you guys. How you ever wanted to say something but at the same time you don't want to?

Today

Today well at least not right now I'm not going to a poem.

For the past I've been sick and or tired. I don't think the cold will be going away any time soon and I most likely won't be getting caught up on sleep. So if you notice me sleeping at my desk it's because of what happend last week.
I have been a little more happy then last week becasue one me and "someone" that I have been fighting for a while are now somewhat friends agian. Which is good. I heard some really good news about that I've been wait to hear since summer . Which is also good. I don't know why that's finllay some good in my life. And I still don't have a new poem for you guys.
One bad thing did happen thourgh, which is I have NO PICTURES. That's the olny thing so far.
I have been working on math and my book. But I haven't gotten very far. I finish my history power point.
I'm like so so tired. And the energy drink I've been drinking is not working. It's called MDX. It's like really really good, but it also has some wierd side effects at least for me it dose. Anyway I have nothing important or relevant to say and the stuff I have to say you really don't need to know about it. I have some stuff to some poeple because I would think they will know what I was saying but most of you would probably I no clue what I'm taking about so. That's it for now.
Bye

Oh and please leave a comment.

I'm back!!!

I'm back and feeling better which is good. Here is a new poem.

There’s nothing to say
Just go away
You are out of my life

I hope that stays the same
I can’t do this again
I can’t pretend anymore

I thought I cared
I can’t let go

The pain won’t go away
There’s nothing to do
There’s nothing to say

The pain is here to stay
Why won’t it go away?
Are the thought here to stay?

Why do I think there’s
A chance for change

Why do I think things?
Can go back to the way there

Were.

Please leave a comment.

Cold Novermber

A cold November night
A heart was broken

A life was lost
A dream was
Shatter

The homeland
Was a deadly
Place to go

The memory
Doesn’t’ go away

The pain still
Hurts the same

She can’t go back
She can’t change
The past

Everyday satin
Tries again to
Bring her down

She heals the wounds
He leaves behind

She waits till
There’s no more pain

She knows it will take a while

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Work in progress

This weekend we got Sherry’s van cleaned, then Jessi and I got our room complete cleaned, everything put away and organized. For those of you that have seen my room in the past or know me really well you know that is very hard for Jessi and I to keep our room that clean.
I like a little mess but I've realized that it feels much better to have an actual floor. Instead of junk on the floor.
Anyway here is a poem that I came up with over the weekend, it still needs some work but it is fine for right now.

The things that make me happy

The brisk summer breeze
In the morning right after
A good and refreshing rain

When the snow falls
At night, in the dark
Staring sky

The feel of water and sand between
Your toes as it goes past

The feel of the waves
Rushing by you

Smell of fresh air
And the way the
Trees smell in the forest
Or on the country side

The smell of the
Tropical breeze or
The smell of a candle

See people you care about
Laughing and enjoying them self

The feeling of not worry
Or feeling some sort of pain

Seeing the beauty of the
Earth that man has yet to destroy

The feeling of being safe
Of feeling being loved
And having love


The power to express myself
Without being hurt

The hope of having pace
On earth someday

The of waking up refreshed
And not feeling tried
The feeling not knowing
What is going to happen
When I wake up

Those are some of the
Things that make me happy

How was your weekend? Please leave a comment.

the Rain

The soft cold
Rain falls
It hits the ground

I run outside
To see the water
To feel the water

Touch my skin
Playing in the rain
Is really fun

All the cares
All the worries
Fall with the rain

The water and the
Smell of the storm
Fill the air

The water splashes
Around on the ground

As children run and hide
From the water and
They go inside to play games

And to stay dry
I run on wet, cold
Road and embrace
The feeling of the

Cold, wet, ground

It is still a work in progess but please tell me what you think.

Today I'm reposting the poem from yesterday so here it is.

There were things
That went unsaid

There were things
That I cannot forget

There are things I can’t undo
Even if I want to

The mistake I made
I can’t go back
To who I was

The things I never
Told

The people I can’t
Forget them no matter
What they have done

I can’t believe what
I’ve done what
I said

Things that were never
Said haunts me
I want to get things out
But it’s so hard to do

No matter what I do
No matter what I say

I can’t forget about the
Pain that it left behind

I wish I could undo the mess
But I can’t I and have to live
With the mistakes I’ve made

I have learn to live

With them till now

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There were things
That went unsaid

There were things
That I cannot forget

There are things I can’t undo
Even if I want to

The mistake I made
I can’t go back
To who I was

The things I never
Told

The people I can’t
Forget them no matter
What they have done

I can’t believe what
I’ve done what
I said

Things that were never
Said haunts me
I want to get things out
But it’s so hard to do

No matter what I do
No matter what I say

I can’t forget about the
Pain that it left behind

I wish I could undo the mess
But I can’t I and have to live
With the mistakes I’ve made

I have learn to live

With them till now

O.k. I'm looking for ideas. Happy ideas, one because I'm trying to prove a point to Mr. Geiwitz that not all poems are sad, I came up with a few of them but I need some more ideas please help. Two because a block in my mind right now and I'm having a hard time thinking about how to describes the things I'm think of that makes me happy. Mean it's in mind but I can't get it out of my mind and on paper.
So once again I ask if any of you guys of any ideas like what makes you happy. If you want you can email me. My email is rdunn10, you guys should know the rest.

Please leave a comment.

Nothing is left
Nothing to do

Everything I know
is a lie

The road is long
And sometimes
It feels like there

Are no real friends
anymore

For anyone

It seems like
Everyone
Is pretending

To like people
And everyone seems
To not care anymore

Dose anyone
Care about what
Is real anymore

This is more about what I've seen rather what I feel like.

Please leave a comment.

snow

Snow freezes the pain
It is soft and it makes me
Feel good

Kids laughing
And playing
Is a wonderful
Sight to see

Every thing
Feels so peaceful
When it snows or rains

Snow is soft and smooth
Wet and cold

It relaxes me
It freezes my pain
It frees my mind

Untouched snow is the
Most beautiful
Think of the
Winter time

Snow will bring
Out the kid in
Anyone


You can have
fun in it
You can throw it
You can roll it


Snow to me is a beautiful
Sight to see

This is how snow makes me feel.
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summer's spell

Why do I feel this way
Why do I even care

Why do I think
Things can change

Why are you
Mad
When you were

The one who was pretending
Why do I think
Things will go to the way they
Were

Don’t want to go back
To the way things
Were

It was a lie
A lie that hurt

I wasn’t pretending
I thought we could
Be friends

I guess I was wrong
I guess you never cared

It was an act
You listen to
The people who
Said that you had
To pretend

To be something your
Not

It hurt me so bad

You don’t care

This poem more personal than you may think, but at the same time it can descibe any friendship not just one of mine almost everybody's friendship with poeple. Every friendship has a rough point and sometimes this is what happens.

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the way I feel

The Devil woke up today
The Devil woke up today

And I tried to
Scare him away

The devil woke up today
And gave me a slap
On the back

I didn’t do the
Right thing I
Let him in
To my head

The devil woke up to today
And I pushed him away

He came back and
I did the same

Then he took my head
And lead me his way

No more
That’s enough
I can’t take it anymore

I freed my hand
And ran away

I don’t want to be
Like that and
I hate the way is feels

I’m not the type
Of person

To do that to people
And still be good

I want to forget
The pain I felt

But I can’t

Get it out of my mind

Everything is falling apart

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What happened to friendship

I have
Never felt
So alone
Before

What happened
To us

What happened
To our friendship

The friendship
Was good until

Someone said the
Wrong thing

What someone did
What someone said

Why can’t things
Stay the same
For awhile

Everyday things
Change
Everyday choices
Are made

Good are bad
You have to
Deal with it

Some changes are good
And some are bad

And sometimes sorry
Helps and
Sometimes it doesn’t


Please leave a comment.

Dark and cold and pain

Dark and glomming
Sadden and sleepy

Mad and angry
Hurt and upset

Freed by the
Rain and the
Shadow behind me

Windy and cold

Ice and snow
The dark sky
Is what
Saddens me

Running is breathable
But the pains
Get worse as
I forget them

The snow and ice
Covers them

The cold and wind
Freezes them

And the rain
Washes them away



There is so much pain these days not just in my life but also in the world.


Please leave a comment.

A rose for you

A rose hangs
On the door
And a number
Saying how long till
He returns

She can’t wait
To hear his voice
She has been waiting
Long enough

Since he left
Five years ago
He was traveling
Across the world

She can’t wait
To move forward
To have a real
Family with him

She gets a letter
From the mystery man
Saying “ I’ve been gone to
Long I hope you haven’t
Moved on.”

A roes hangs there
On the door
Then when
She comes home

It isn’t there anymore
She looks up
As it falls to
The floor

She thinks she sees
Him by the door
But she is not sure
Anymore

Than he takes
Her by the

Hand and says

“You’re the one
Thought of
On those long winter
Nights.” As a tear drops
From her eyes

I’ve missed you for so long
This doesn’t seem real
Then she realizes it’s
As it can be
He’s here to stay forever


Please tell me what you think.

Today's poem

Today's poem is about freindship.

Friend is someone you can trust
Reasonable when it comes to most things
Individual
Entrust that person with secrets
Nobody is like them
During a hard time you can count on them
Someone you can go to
Help you when you need
Important to you
Patient




For the past couple of weeks I haven't been acting much friend to some people because there has been a lot on my mind lately and there are some other reasons but I can't really get into them right now.
I'm sorry for a lot of things, you know sometime I just want to go back in time and change some things. Not like to last year but to at the beinging of the school year to change some things. Oh,well what's do is done and it's time to go forward to what the future holds.
I just had to get this stuff out.



Have a good day and please leave a comment.

Life

One thing that helps me when I feel donw is to write so here is something to think about.

Paints a picture in your mind
Open the mind to new things
Examine your words
Make you think about how to describe people and places
Some feelings can be explain easier

Here is another poem that last weekend.


Back To Before

Glass shatters
As it hits the ground

When she read
The note
On the door

She couldn’t believe
What it said

She started to cry
As she read

It said “ Dear Mom
I had to go I’d be back
Soon and I have some good
News too,
Daddy coming home”


She opens the door
And dropped everything
She had

And started to run
She said, “I’m glad to see
You, how have you been”

Her family was back
To before
Like it was before the war




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Much Better

I'm feeling much better. On Friday I got a letter saying that one of my poems is in the semi-fanils in a contest I enter online and it will be in a book too. THat made me happy.

Here's the poem that will be in a book soon.

In the whispers
Though the wind
In the dark of night

I lay awake
Thinking about
The things you

Told me
If they were true

All the things
I’ve seen
Everything you done

Were they for me?
Or for your
Shellfish needs

Can I believe you
After what you did

Can I trust you?
The same I did

Are you same
Way you were
Before we met

Plaese leave a comment.

Today I'm not going to say much either, but I'm going to say this.
I'm really mad right, one of my ex-friends just stabbed me in the back real hard. Have you ever had I friend do that to you?

I know I kind took Shay's idea today about the short post but I'm just really upset right now.

Dark and glomming

Dark and glomming
Sadden and sleepy

Mad and angry
Hurt and upset

Freed by the
Rain and the
Shadow behind me

Windy and cold
Ice and snow

The dark sky
Is what
Saddens me

Running is breathable
But the pains
Get worse as
I forget them

The snow and ice
Covers them

The cold and wind
Freezes them

And the rain

Washes them away

Please tell me what you think.

One chance One change

One chance, one change

If you had one
Chance to change everything

Would you
Take it

One moment
To make things
Right

Would you
Make the
Most of it

If you
Could change
One thing about me

Would you

If you could
One thing
About you

Would you

Change

Please tell me what you think.

No one sees
No one cares
No one knows

Who I am
Everything I
Do everything
I say

No one sees
No one hears

The cry
For help

The pain
I hide

Even when
I Scream
I’m here
No one
Can hear

Invisible to
Everyone
I know or see

No one remembers
Who I am Where I am

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Disappear

Disappear

I need a place
To think
I need a place
To run to

I need to
Disappear

Disappear in
The dark

Disappear
In to the night

Disappear
From me
From you

Disappear
From everything
From everyone

But the fear

In my mind

please tell me what you think

One Thousand

One thousand days
A thousand words
A thousand years

Thousand lives
Thousand people

And one chance
To make things
Right

Thousand voices
In the air
Thousand different
Foods

One thousand
Language became
Just one

A thousand
Years till

Paradise

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Today

I would like you to tell me what your favorite poem is so far...



Please comment

one from the past

Here's a poem that wrote last year. I hope you like it.


Did You


When you said you were going, did you mean forever? And when you said goodbye, did you say it with a tear in your eye? Why are you leaving me like this the moment after we kiss? If I told why, would you feel the same way that I feel inside? Would you care what I think or would you just turn away. Would you feel the same way?
Would you leave forever and stay away?








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Two in one

A Deadly Secret

This holds a deadly secret
Which no one tells

No one knows
No one will tell
No one can see

The pain he left behind
The way she feels

The way the
Friends Feel

The friends are
Spilt into two

They won’t be
The same anymore

Please tell me what you think.

Something new

I'm going to post some of my old posts. Tell what you think. Please.

My soul is cold
No feeling is left

No friends
No one
No will

No fate
No death

Here alone
In a cold world
With death

With hate
With lies
With no real
People inside

A soul of love
A deep secret is hold

That no one
Can know
What I feel inside

This is what some people feel like when there are down and no one is there

Out Of Me

Out of me

No matter
Where I go

No matter
What I do

I can’t
Escape you

First you’re
In my head
Then you’re
In my heart

Now in
My heart
Not in head
Anymore

Get out of
My mind
Get out of
My heart

Get out
Of me
And take
You’re Pain

And leave

Just leave

Please tell me what you think.

The Fight

The Fight

In the dark
In the light

They will
Win the fight

Everything is
At stake
Make no mistake

Everything we do
Everything we say
Everyone will
Be watching

Watching every
Move we make

Every breath
We Take

It’s like we
Are under a
Microscope

Everything I do
Everything I say

People will
Turn it around

Plaese tell me what you think.

The Whisper in the wind

Whispers in the wind

In the whispers
Though the wind
In the dark of night

I lay awake
Thinking about
The things you

Told me
If they were true

All the things
I’ve seen
Everything you done

Were they for me?
Or for your
Shellfish needs

Can believe you
After what you did

Can I trust you?
The same I did

Are you same
Way you were
Before we met

Please tell me what you think

ONE

One Can Change Everything

One time
One chance
One night

One moment
In time

One day
One word
One Way

To make
Everything right

One song
Is all it
Takes for
Everything to
Be gone

One minute
To change your mind

You can lose
Everything
With one look

With one touch
One dream
Can be broken

With just one word

Everything can Change

Please tell me what you think.

The Feelings inside the pian

I can’t forget you
I don’t want to
Remember you

The pain you
Give pain

The feelings
You left me

Don’t you remember?
the pain you
left me

the heartache
the trouble

I can’t stop
Thinking about
The way you
left things

The warm became cold
The beautiful
Became ugly

The water
Became ice
The sweet

Became sour

Please tell me what you think.

The lies you've told me

Why can’t I
See past the
Lies you told me

Why can’t you?
Tell me the truth
I’m hurting inside

The world
Doesn’t care

I need the truth
I want the truth

It’s sets
Me free

From the pain
In my heart

I keep thinking
About what you
Are hiding from me

The pain you’ve
Cause me and the
Troubles it brings

please leave a commet

really long

I don't if I posted this already or not, so here it is.

My family and friends
My life and home
The freedom I have And the protection
The freedom speech And music
The power to live
And to choice to, Live and die
For what you believe in
The freedom of religion
To live for heart
Instead of living against it
For my writings
For the pain of this world
For the art
To work everything
But for nothing
At all but the death, of the heart
And the pride of the world
For my feelings
For everything I
Stand for, For love
For knowledge
Thrusting for more
Everything I know
Everything I’ve learned, Everything I need
Hope I live till the end Hope to live life to the full
With freedom, tests, trails, faith. Friends and family hope and dreams

Please tell me what you think. Iknow it's long.

In the forset

In a forest
In the dark

By the lake
Under the stars
By the fire
In the fall

In a cabin
In the cold

Is where I
Want to be

You and me Alone under the stars

tell me what you think.

one secret

A secret
A broken heart
And one crushed dream

A forbidden love

One secret
Two hearts
Forbidden love

You broke my heart
I broke yours

You crushed my dreams
That night

When we kissed
I got scared And confused

Tell me what you think

Does it need work or is it good.

Good is...

Good is, the Power to live

My family and friends
My life and home

The freedom I have
And the protection

The freedom speech
And music

The power to live
And to choice to
Live and die
For what you believe in
The freedom of religion

To live for heart
Instead of living against it

For my writings
For the pain of this world
For the art

To work everything
But for nothing
At all but my death
And fall


For my feelings
For everything I
Stand for

For love
For knowledge
Thrusting for more

Everything I know
Everything I’ve learned
Everything I need

Hope I live till the end
Hope to live life to the full

With freedom, tests, trails, faith. Friends and family hope and dreams

Tell me what you think.

Freedom

The freedom
Of choice
To speak
To jump
To climb and
To reach for are dreams

The freedom
Of religion
Of faith

To teach
To preach
To learn all we can

The freedom
To have power
To write
To feel
To make a difference

The freedom and
Protection from harm

The freedom
Of faith
Of friends
Of life

The freedom of knowledge
To care, to love, and to have dreams The freedom to live and breathe for ourselves

Tell me what you think.